Why Would I Write

  • Keep looking forward

    Keep looking forward

    You’re packed you’re all set for the road
    What’s left at home is an empty room
    You know it’s not so easy but no one ever said it was
    You tried so hard to make up your mind
    Now all that’s left is by your design
    You say it’s not so easy but that’s just what life’s all about

    You’ve made up your mind
    But you’re still unsure
    Is this what you want?

    Your friends, your life, now in photographs
    You take a breath and you close your eyes
    You know it’s not so easy but no one ever said it was
    Don’t wait, hesitate, or doubt yourself
    You’re in this now so give it all you’ve got
    You say it’s not so easy but that’s just what life’s all about

    Don’t be so sad when
    You’re saying long goodbyes
    Don’t think it’s over
    Before you even try
    It’s the start of
    The start of a new life
    Keep looking forward
    Don’t be so sad when
    You’re saying long goodbyes
    Don’t think it’s over
    Before you even try
    It’s the start of
    The start of a new life
    Because it’s not the end

    Dedicated to my Phuket May 2012 CTESOL classmates. I wrote this song while in my room in Phuket and managed to finish it the very night before I left Thailand. Pretty self explanatory lyrics. It’s still a demo, and I recorded this a few hours after leaving the hospital, but whatever. Raw music kicks ass. Enjoy! <3

  • You’re only relevant until you get older.

    So this year marks the first time for a lot of things for me. Perhaps too many for my own good? Last month was the first time I had ever left the country to study, and it was also the first time I had been away from home for such a long time.

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  • My chat with flirtyaryanna98

    So today I received a message from a spam bot on Google Chat, and since I had nothing better to do, I decided to entertain myself by responding to it with “lol” every single time. Here’s the chat log:

    flirtyaryanna98: hey cutie
    me: lol
    flirtyaryanna98: whats up, I dont remember when I found your username..im 24yrs old, female…you?
    me: lol
    flirtyaryanna98: im not desperate hehe i just enjoy talking to ppl online especially via webcam, do you webcam?
    me: lol
    flirtyaryanna98: ahhh ok are you signed up to any dating sites? i wanted to join adult friend finder but they charge too much!
    me: lol
    flirtyaryanna98: i see..where do you live? i am bored at home…and this usually leads to bad things anytime i take a break from school work i jump online
    me: lol
    flirtyaryanna98: well…i am a true “autagonistophiliac” which means I have a fetish for being on camera you can google it if you dont believe me! lol, have you ever used SplitCam?
    me: lol
    flirtyaryanna98: its a gtalk adult site that allows us to chat, and even go live like skype, its been up for a while..they give you a unique page, my link is http://www.splitcamcrush.com/Jennygirlie
    me: lol
    flirtyaryanna98: if you go there my video will load, is it displaying for you on the right side?
    me: lol
    flirtyaryanna98: yea you just click the “Accept Invite” button on the bottom left and it’ll connect us..if your camera shy you dont have to show yourself, I’M the one with the fetish remember LOL
    me: lol
    flirtyaryanna98: well im always either on the phone or online, im a chat addict lol…i dont normally give my number out but if you meet me in the chat and I get comfortable with you we can talk on the phone
    me: lol
    flirtyaryanna98: my number is 206-222-1648…my phone is dead, so give it a few minutes to charge, and please dont go give that out! hehe…come talk to me over on the chat site
    me: lol
    flirtyaryanna98: its free, they ask for info for age verification…im sure i’ll keep you entertained though
    me: lol
    flirtyaryanna98: i love the site cause its streams fast in real-time sorta like a skype, fill out your info, its only for age verification k?
    me: lol
    flirtyaryanna98: i use this site to play on cause i don’t want to be recorded, just watched!…this site doesn’t allow people to record my cam just click the “Accept Invite” button on the left of the page and we’ll be able to have a live chat
    me: lol
    flirtyaryanna98: credit card is just to verify your age, it’s free thru my cam session invite since I’m a premium member
    me: lol
    flirtyaryanna98: yup, then once your logged in my video will appear again right in front of you, and you can join me for some private time
    me: lol
    flirtyaryanna98: I should be somewhere on the top row, you should see my pic
    me: lol
    flirtyaryanna98: k
    me: lol
    flirtyaryanna98: are u in babe??
    me: lol
    flirtyaryanna98: k
    me: lol

    Needless to say, she never got my credit card details.