So this is growing up.

Yesterday, as I was rehearsing for my gig, a sudden realization dawned upon me. I’m turning 30 this year, and my lyrics still sound like poems from some highschool kid’s diary. It was a strange feeling. One that I hadn’t experienced before.

I never truly understood what artists meant when they said they were more mature. I mean, it wasn’t only the lyrics which changed. They had changed as people as well. They were no longer the same person they were when I first heard their music. They don’t care about that highschool/college crush anymore. They’ve moved on in life and writing about what’s current to them. They’re in a completely different place. Mentally and physically.

I guess I’m going through what they did when they wrote their later releases. Who wants to sing the same songs all the time? Recordings exist for a reason.

So, starting today, I’ll be challenging myself to grow as a songwriter. To write songs about more than just feeling emotional and upset. I’ve written enough about those topics in the past.

Things around me have changed. People have grown up. It’s time for me to grow up.

Back on the big stage

While digging through my archives I realized that it’s been two years since my last gig at Laundry Bar. TWO! That’s pretty crazy. Well, ever since I started performing, Laundry Bar has been one of those places I’ve always wanted to play at and this week it’ll be my third time playing there.

I’ll be playing at AHM Records Presents: Discovery Thursday (October) with some old and new faces so it should be a fun night. I’ll be performing my new stuff, so if you haven’t seen me sing in awhile, do show yourself! Anyway, details for the gig are as follows:

AHM Records Presents: Discovery Thursday (October)
Oct 15, Thursday at 9:00pm – 12:00am
Laundry Bar
Lot 72, Ground Floor, Western Courtyard, the Curve, Mutiara Damansara, 47810 Petaling Jaya, Malaysia

A collaborative effort between Laundry & An Honest Mistake Records bringing you Malaysia’s freshest acts! Expect original music, some covers and a good time! Be prepared for a night of brand new 100% Malaysian music!

THE LINEUP:

1.) 2storeyheart – https://www.facebook.com/2storeyheart
2.) Ryan Deedat – https://www.facebook.com/RyanDeedat
3.) MTA – https://www.facebook.com/mtamusic
4.) Broken Scar – https://www.facebook.com/brokenscar
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AN HONEST MISTAKE RECORDS – https://www.facebook.com/AnHonestMistakeRecords

AHM Records is an independent record label run by members of pop-punk band, An Honest Mistake. The label exists to develop artists and to promote local 100% Malaysian music.

In partnership with Tonton Music & Musicianscube.com – http://www.tontonmusic.com.my/

Come spend your Thursday with these awesome bands and invite your friends!

-AHM Records

Why I perform…Gig #84 and #85

My first performance ever was probably during my college days. When I got a few friends together to play as a band in the Taylor’s Battle of the Bands competition. We didn’t even make it through the first stage, but we had tons of fun. And it was then I discovered my passion for performing.

We did manage to secure a couple of gigs after the band competition experience, playing for a couple of schools and one college event. But man, getting on stage, rocking out, yelling till I had no voice – those were great times. But the best part was hearing the yells and applause from the audience. I don’t know what it is about being applauded which makes it feel great, but it does and I loved every bit of it.

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