Why Would I Write

  • The day I didn’t die


    Never mind the messed up rear of my car.


    These could’ve caused an accident.

    The other day onto work, my car brakes failed. Thank God it happened at a toll and when there weren’t many cars. I had to use my 1337 e-braking skills to stop the car at the side of the road. Turns out that my car ran out of brake fluid and my brakes were totally worn out. I don’t know how it happened, but I remember hearing weird ‘pop’ noises from the side of my car when I was driving it early in the morning, and then my car being slower than usual (I had to step on the gas alot to accelerate)- it felt like my brakes were constantly on while I was driving. I was contemplating going to the office first and then only going to the workshop later.

    I wonder how that would’ve turned out.

    Sometimes I don’t know what to believe in- coincidences? God? Destiny? I’ll never know.

    Like awhile back, I was totally broke- it was nearing the end of the month, but I hadn’t got my pay yet. I only had RM10 in my wallet and RM10 in my bank account. My car petrol tank was at ‘E’. I had no idea how I was going to survive the following week till I got my pay. That very night, I won Employee of the Month. RM100 in cash. That was a real life saver. I never felt more thankful that night.

    Was it a coincidence? Was it God? Was it karma? I don’t know.

    All these things happen all the time. Not only to me, but to other people as well. Near death experiences? People write books, come out best sellers and make a fortune. Some people aren’t that fortunate. What makes one person more deserving than another? I guess I’m happy to be alive.

  • Another filler

    The other day, one of the search results to my blog was ‘pissing out my ass’. I thought that was pretty funny!

    Anyways I’ve been really, really busy at work, so haven’t had the time to blog much. But I’ll post something up this weekend. Don’t worry, I haven’t forgotten my one post every 2 days promise :p

  • Somewhere.

    In my dreams I usually go back to this park that doesn’t exist, but yet it seems so familiar, like its been there all along. I always return to my old neighborhood (happy garden). I have no idea why I keep going back there. Maybe my future has something to do with it.

    In this place in my dream, it is like where I used to live, but there are changes. A different street layout. It always seems to be night time, and somehow there’s pasar malam sometimes. Sometimes I have neighbors. Sometimes I have people chasing after me.

    But its not only my old neighbor hood that gets warped in my head. The other day I had this dream in school which was some weird combination of GIS, Taylors and LUCT! Here’s what happened. Me and Seng Yip were just hanging around when we see this set of hot girls. Seng Yip went up to them to open the set. I came in a short while later and ask my target (this hot Eurasian girl) on a scale of 1-10, how hot does she think I am? She gave me a thousand! All her friends looked at her and she was like ‘what?! I like chinese guys!’

    And shortly after that, gunfire erupted, and a bunch of people with guns drove into the campus field and started shooting, and everyone started running.

    I forgot what happened after that, but I remember turning off the alarm midway during my sleep just to continue the dream.